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Daily OP – Life 9 – Update on Neighbors and the Online Crush

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Here is another short update to both situations from before. There is no new interactions with the neighbor’s wife. It seems everything is quiet again. I’ll keep track if this something that will come back around again.

The internet one is turning into a “Let’s be friends” type of thing. Which I’m OK with right now. I just wished it was going the bloom into something else. All she has to do is DM me and it would make my heart flutter. I wish for that since I tried messaging her and she didn’t message back. I don’t think she is wanting any DM’s though. She could find everything she ever wanted to know by just DMing me as well. I know a like her stuff and try to comment on as much as I can. I’m a sucker for someone I’m attracted to mentally and physically. But that is how life is I guess. We will see how this goes.

Daily OP – Life 8 – Finding Happiness in Online Connections

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So it looks like my neighbor’s wife is being watched by her husband now so I’m not sure if this will go any further anytime soon.
But I have been talking to someone on line with general chatting. I find myself being attracted to her and it started me to write poems and blog for the first time in a long time.
The biggest fear and what makes me nervous is if they like me the same way? I know what she looks like and I actually feel for your personality before her looks. She sounds like a very kind and intelligent woman, but she doesn’t know what I look like and it sounds like that is not what she looks at first. Plus she is not in the best situation right now either. I know she is hurting too. I know my situation isn’t that good either for many reasons as well.
I would love to message her directly, but I don’t think she will answer it so I will wait until she messages me first. This way I can verify if she is interested in me that way or not.
I kinda hold back from being hurt in the past and other stuff that happened. I’m just not happy right now and wish I can find someone that makes me happy. Even if we stay friends and nothing else. But I hope it goes further than friends. You can kinda say its an online crush I have on her.