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Daily OP – Life 9 – Update on Neighbors and the Online Crush

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Here is another short update to both situations from before. There is no new interactions with the neighbor’s wife. It seems everything is quiet again. I’ll keep track if this something that will come back around again.

The internet one is turning into a “Let’s be friends” type of thing. Which I’m OK with right now. I just wished it was going the bloom into something else. All she has to do is DM me and it would make my heart flutter. I wish for that since I tried messaging her and she didn’t message back. I don’t think she is wanting any DM’s though. She could find everything she ever wanted to know by just DMing me as well. I know a like her stuff and try to comment on as much as I can. I’m a sucker for someone I’m attracted to mentally and physically. But that is how life is I guess. We will see how this goes.

Daily OP – Life 8 – Finding Happiness in Online Connections

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So it looks like my neighbor’s wife is being watched by her husband now so I’m not sure if this will go any further anytime soon.
But I have been talking to someone on line with general chatting. I find myself being attracted to her and it started me to write poems and blog for the first time in a long time.
The biggest fear and what makes me nervous is if they like me the same way? I know what she looks like and I actually feel for your personality before her looks. She sounds like a very kind and intelligent woman, but she doesn’t know what I look like and it sounds like that is not what she looks at first. Plus she is not in the best situation right now either. I know she is hurting too. I know my situation isn’t that good either for many reasons as well.
I would love to message her directly, but I don’t think she will answer it so I will wait until she messages me first. This way I can verify if she is interested in me that way or not.
I kinda hold back from being hurt in the past and other stuff that happened. I’m just not happy right now and wish I can find someone that makes me happy. Even if we stay friends and nothing else. But I hope it goes further than friends. You can kinda say its an online crush I have on her.

Daily Op. – People #4

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People these days suck. There is so much division in our country that its not funny anymore. It’s like everyone forgot how to be nice and look out for others.

But now it is look out for myself and forget everyone else. This is what happens when we look up to people that are pieces of shit and don’t care about anyone else but how much more money or popular can I get.

People you need to wake up and look around before we get to a situation that we can’t come back from.

Daily Op. – Politics #2

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Today is the day I’m going to stop being quiet. I have watched this current president turn our country into a laughing stock of the world. He doesn’t even realize what he is doing as well as not knowing what the people under him is doing.

I’m not for either side but I know when I see our country going in the wrong direction going forward. We need to have both sides get a grip and work to get rid of this clown.

I hope people will start realizing and open their eyes to what he is doing to us and our country. Time will tell if we learn from our past mistakes or are we going to re-live them again.

I’m going to start writing again.

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I’m going to start writing again to help me mentally and to be able to have a safe place to rant about everything in my brain. I will also try to start writing short stories again as well. These can be from innocent ones to eco tic ones. Depending on the mood I’m in.

But mainly this is going to be a daily brain dump. This could mean anything from one post every couple days or several posts a day based on my mood and thoughts for the day is. I will talk about any topic that i need to dump from my brain.

So this could be something you enjoy and agree on or it could be something that makes you mad and you totally disagree with. I always like to hear from you all. If you start or going to start attacking me in my comments based on what I write then maybe this isn’t the blog for you. There is a big difference between disagreeing and trolling / being hateful towards a person.

I will not stand for any threats or personal attacks towards myself. So if you are planning on this then just move along to another blog. Other than that I hope you enjoy the reads and we can chat in the comments like normal adults that we are.

I’m Back Baby

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I’m back to blogging again from a long break when I was planning on. This blog will be anything and everything that is on my mind when I make a posting. This could be happy things (maybe) or bad things (maybe). I feel writing was and still is a good release for my mind. So lets start by making one, two, or three posts a week to get back into writing in on my blog while I juggle what life has to throw at me. Again these are my thoughts and opinions of such so coming here to troll me will not work for you.

So lets have fun and jump around.

Man In Dark Shades

Happy New Year (2017)

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Happy New Year to my blog readers.  Have a safe and happy New Year’s Eve and Day.  I have some really interesting crap on my mind and I will start 2017 off with a big bang.  I will start to post 2 to 3 posts a week.  This depends on what I have to write about and the way Trump is going, I will have a shit load of stuff to write about.  Stay tuned for more to come in 2017.

Rant #1- Banks and Credit Unions SUCK!!!

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First of all, I’m sorry for not finishing the A to Z Challenge.  Life took over blogging for a while, but I’m back now and the first post back is a rant from hell.

My rant is on how the banks and credit unions suck and are just worried about shades 2their damn selves.  Especially when dealing with mortgages and loans.  If it is a risk then they tell you no or make up some reason to not give out the loan.

I went it for a mortgage refinance due to try to get rid of credit cards as well as getting additional money to get a new roof on my house since it was getting bad.  I never made a late payment to this credit union since I joined it almost 17 years ago.  I did made a late payment on my mortgage in the past 6 months due to juggling bills around to pay them.

I have done everything possible but filing bankruptcy to pay my bills.  I’m not someone that spend to much money then what I bring in either.  Most of the credit card debt is from the time I was in college.  My debt had been going down very slowly over the years unless something comes up like a new roof is needed.

So I got a call after submitting an application and they denied it.  Their reason is because I missed paying a payment on time and it takes 6 months without missing one for them to do the loan.

REALLY!

It was just one payment and I can’t get a loan.  Bullshit answer!!!  They didn’t want to give me the loan because it was a lot of money for them to cover.  So now I have to figure out how to pay for a new roof without braking the bank or making me got insane.

So have anyone else had this type of response before from a bank?  This one pissed me off royally.